Yes I was in excruciating pain all day...but was a great day none the less.
I played with babies while being comforted that my little ones are safe and sound at home in heaven, danced with preschoolers, sucked up every delicous hug, made the yummiest mushroom soup w/ white wine, inhaleed the sweet fragrance of my lilac Godmommy bouquet and laughed thru a Dr. Who marathon..and it hurt every moment.
There was just too much joy to focus on the readily apparent. Yes, has been 15 years of hospital stays a total of 14 surgeries 7 for bowel obstruction and removal of adhesions alone, and months of being bedridden in pain and unable to consume solid food...but there are days like this that washes all of that away.
I played with babies while being comforted that my little ones are safe and sound at home in heaven, danced with preschoolers, sucked up every delicous hug, made the yummiest mushroom soup w/ white wine, inhaleed the sweet fragrance of my lilac Godmommy bouquet and laughed thru a Dr. Who marathon..and it hurt every moment.
There was just too much joy to focus on the readily apparent. Yes, has been 15 years of hospital stays a total of 14 surgeries 7 for bowel obstruction and removal of adhesions alone, and months of being bedridden in pain and unable to consume solid food...but there are days like this that washes all of that away.

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