Life is like a camera, Focus on what's important, Capture the good times, Develop from the negatives...
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
Sunday, May 20, 2012
Mother's /Auntie/Godmommy/Birthmother Day 2012...What a great day.
Yes I was in excruciating pain all day...but was a great day none the less.
I played with babies while being comforted that my little ones are safe and sound at home in heaven, danced with preschoolers, sucked up every delicous hug, made the yummiest mushroom soup w/ white wine, inhaleed the sweet fragrance of my lilac Godmommy bouquet and laughed thru a Dr. Who marathon..and it hurt every moment.
There was just too much joy to focus on the readily apparent. Yes, has been 15 years of hospital stays a total of 14 surgeries 7 for bowel obstruction and removal of adhesions alone, and months of being bedridden in pain and unable to consume solid food...but there are days like this that washes all of that away.
I played with babies while being comforted that my little ones are safe and sound at home in heaven, danced with preschoolers, sucked up every delicous hug, made the yummiest mushroom soup w/ white wine, inhaleed the sweet fragrance of my lilac Godmommy bouquet and laughed thru a Dr. Who marathon..and it hurt every moment.
There was just too much joy to focus on the readily apparent. Yes, has been 15 years of hospital stays a total of 14 surgeries 7 for bowel obstruction and removal of adhesions alone, and months of being bedridden in pain and unable to consume solid food...but there are days like this that washes all of that away.
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
RAINY DAYS & MONDAYS...
Due to the mild winter the arrival of rain is heralded. The dry dusty earth takes a deep drink of the life giving element. Every tree, plant and flower seems to stretch their limbs in a wave offering to savor each drop.
For me there is "no joy in Mudville" when it comes to rain. My body signals the change in barametric pressure long before the Weather Channel satelite. I feel every incision, and surgical clip, muscle and joint.
Prayer, medication yoga and lavender is used as the formula to bring it all under control. That and family and friends who will drag me out of bed when my get up amd go has got up and went.
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